school starts in a few weeks, not even, & most people are dreading it. but i am so ready. i am about to be so stoked for senior year. my classes are great & i know i share some with some of my favorite people & i am just so looking forward to it.
as for life in general, i feel like there's a new dawn coming. its like i have finally gotten past this huge storm that i've been fighting for a long time & this new beginning has been a long time coming. its kind of tough to say specifics but everything is looking up.
this past summer has been filled with ups & downs. some very interesting moments & quite a few where i've been surprisingly dissapointed in myself. but thankfully my savior is a forgiving being & i could go to Him with it. i've been given so much more grace than i deserve.
recently i thought back to a previous relationship & how broken down i was about it. this was ages ago but i think of how i was treated & how it made me feel. then i thought that that was the exact way i was treating my God. & he loves me so much more than i loved this person, therefore he was so much more heart broken. so since then i try to think of the way treat God in terms of a relationship. its really helped me alot. :]
although i was really sad for the way i acted...its sucks realizing that everything is not about you, i can be so selfish sometimes.
moving on to happier things, senior year is going to be amazing then there's college thats just going to blow everyone away. its reaching the end of the beginning & all i can do is hang in there & hold on.
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1 comment:
:)
i like your view on things
i remember when you first showed me that picture!
its really great
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