friends..

what exactly makes a friend? it seems like there's always so many people out there you know, whether really well or hardly at all, but then you have all these internet sites like myspace & facebook where people have hundreds of "friends"..but some of the people on there you can't even stand?!


so what is a friend? recently i've discovered who my true friends are. they're someone i don't have to try around. someone who has fun with me, & although may get annoyed with me, really doesn't care, because we are that close. & most important someone who will always be there for me. & knows when i am being a complete idiot & is like "you are being retarded, stop that now before i punch you in the face"...or something like that. :)

i, like any other person, make mistakes. i have made friends with all the right people, then a few of the wrong, lost some of them, & then found some of the lost ones. but the friends i have now are the best!!& are a mix of a couple of those types. there are a few that are the right ones. they make me so much of a better person, call me out when i mess up, & although at first i don't like it, its always for the better. we always have fun together & we love eachother unconditionally.


i look back & think of the best friends i had in middle school, or even last year, that i don't even talk to anymore. i grew up, they grew up, & the things that made us friends before faded. we got into different scenes & stuff like that but i'm happy, & i'm sure they are too..


friends are a mystery. you never really know who God has planned for you to be close with, you pull you out of those crappy moods & cheer you up, & yell at you in that mommy voice when you mess up. but somehow you find the perfect people to complete your life & keep you accountible & help you be the person you want to be. right now i know that i have all the right people for this time in my life. & i wouldn't have it any other way. :)